25.8.12

WANEGBT

I realized this week that I forgot what it felt like to be mad at a bestfriend.
Looking back, in sixth grade, I got into a pretty big fight with my bestfriend Maigyn Luthe.  Maigyn is/will always be my bestfriend. We've been through everything together. She knows me like the back of her hand and the awesome thing about our friendship is that we're on the opposite side of the States, only talk every now and then, and still love each other like we did in fourth grade! Anyway, I remember what our fight was about. It was dumb and I don't even want to say it out loud. Long story short, it sucked. I remember going to school thinking.. who am I going to talk bestfriend stuff to? will I lose my bestfriend? I think that entire day was honestly one of the worst feelings in my life.

This feeling happened again this past week. My bestfriend and I got into a petty little fight and it ruined an entire day of our friendship. Worst part? If I would have listened then it wouldn't have happened. No one hates being told their wrong more than me, but I was wrong. I believed that this dumb boy had changed. I had it stamped in my mind that this time it would be different. The entire day I thought... who am I going to text this bestfriend stuff to? will I lose my bestfriend? This. Sucks.
I don't think I can ever apologize to her enough, but I'm so glad that she's a forgiving friend.

And to the boy:
Karma will come find you one day. You can't continue to play with girls emotions and get away with it.
To all the girls:
Listen to your best when she tells you a boy isn't good for you. She's prrrrobably right.


Happier note?


10.8.12

twenty-four

Hi. My name is Megan and I'm less than a year away from a quarter of a century.
If that isn't scary, I don't know what is.

So, Saturday I turned twenty-four and my bestfriend, Taylor, helped create the best birthday I've ever had. Seriously, I can only think of a few things that could ever top this past birthday!
From cake batter birthday pancakes all the way to the $4 camera strap.  My birthday was on Saturday and Taylor even celebrated with me on Friday and Sunday! Saturday had to be the best, though. Mainly because at the end of the night Taylor, Tracy, Cameron and I went to Upper Crust. A great part of the night was the dessert. However, it wasn't the best. The best part was being with Taylor and Tracy! Cameron was pretty cool too, I guess. Haha. But Seriously. I think the whole Tracy friendship deserves a blog post in itself. I honestly can't explain how much I missed that sweet girl.
I don't know where  I'd be without some of my friends. Some people say that but I feel never really mean it. I do. Sometimes I even feel like I don't deserve some of these wonderful friends.

Anyway, I've come a long way in 24 years. I know I tell people I feel old, that's not a lie, but I still have so much more living to do. I have alot that I want slash NEED to accomplish this year.



Here's to being 24. Here's to a year away from a quarter of a century. Here's to living.